crazy homesickness

I grew up in Malang City for 18 years. I moved to Yogyakarta for university, and then moved to Palangkaraya for working. It has been 7 years i left Malang.

I dont know, i never been homesick before. But, lately, I feel incredibly homesick. I miss my childhood, the people, my childhood friends, my family, the sounds and smells, the weather and even the traffic.

I can't stop thinking about it all and it makes me very depressed, especially when i'm feel alone. I have a life here in Palangkaraya now, great job, sexy forest and wonderfull experience. I just wish I could bring it all to Malang.

 i wish i could back to malang every week. It stinks because it costs a lot of money to travel back to see them every holiday and I have to choose wisely when to travel there. 

I want to go back home. I am already having serious feelings of homesickness now.