A few days ago, i was smooting old stuff when i moved to another boarding house. I found some letters, old diary when i was in junior high school, and card. Some of those are birthday letters, i pick 3 letters from my best friends in Junior High School, Senior High School and University. I wrote again these letters because it makes me how precious i am and how friends are favourable for me.
Honestly, in this past 27 years old, i've never celebrated birthday party. I sisters did it, but i didn't. But, the best birthday that i've ever felt when Mama Ani made a birthday cake for me, and i blew the candle once of my life (this past 27 years), but you now, i forgot what age was it.
Ok, do not melancholic Tira :). Well, this was the letter when i was 15 years old from my classmate, Vivi/Phiphiet. She made poetry for me, check this out:
Saat kubangun di pagi hari, Kubuka tirai jendela kamarku, Kulihat matahari bersinar terang, Memberi kehangatan di seluruh dunia.
Hari ini 1 Mei
Hari yang berarti dihidupku. Yang membawa aku ke dunia remaja. membawaku tuk lebih dewasa. Kutiti satu demi satu. Tak terasa hari berganti hari. Dan dihari ini.. Aku mulai beranjak dewasa.
Ombak di samudra sampaikan bisikan hatiku. Bintang dilangit sampaikan salamku. Tuk kabarkan ke seisi dunia. bahwa aku genap 15 tahun.
Kini usiaku telah bertambah. Semakin bertambah pula kewajibanku. Semoga bahagia selalu menyertaiku. Dan..Selamat Ulang Tahun untukku.
Now, let go to second letter. This letter written by ViVi (Phi-pho), my classmate in Senior High School. It makes me smile, because we had innocent thing to did. I just realize that I have many secret story on her. We love Meteor Garden drama so much. I didn't believe that i liked Roger Danuarta, was i?. I always told her that i wanna be a career woman. I also told her about my first love. And that time i had bad relationship with my ex-boyfriend. I wanted to have Hand Phone. I had relationship with someone, his father's name is Suhono..hahhaha. And i hate my killer teachers, we called them Grandong and FH. Well, i recognized myself as "Galauer" and "Alayer" , hhehehehe. Look this letter below:
Happy B-day yang ke-17
moga: apa yang kamu inginkan akan segera jadi kenyataan..
ex:
- Dipeluk Tao Ming Tse -Dicium Roger -dapet pekerjaan dengan jabatan tinggi -ketemu Andre-bisa bicara dg Oyounk-dapet HP dari Daud dan ...- dadi mantune Suhono, satu lagi...- dadi anak angkate Grandong & FH
I also take one mini-book titled " a confession", compilation of many letters including poe-tries "Dia Hari ini" or "She is today", from my best friend in university who fell me. I really respect him as a friend. In my 20th year old birthday, he said that he loved me and gave me a beautiful poetry. I wanna share some letters:
Sebuah Pengantar
Aku telah lama perhatikan dirimu
lama sekali
Hingga jiwa-jiwa di hatiku lelah
Tertutup itu akhirnya kalah juga
kalah akan karat penantian
kalah akan tumpahan perasaan
yang dibendung oleh ketakutan
Semuanya tertuang dibalik lembar-lembar makna
tertuang dalam tinta tinta puitis
Jujur..
ini hanya ungkapan perasaan
bukan untuk egoku
bukan untuk rasa kasihanmu
ini hanya pelampiasan lelahku
yang telah berjalan lama dalam penantian
tidak peduli bertepuk sebelah tangan
indahmu
sinarmu
maknamu
sempurnamu
telah kugengam dalam hati
Dia Hari ini...
Hari ini dia berlapis langit biru
Dengan sinar cerah di wajahnya
dengan pelangi di senyumnya
dan angin sadhu di lembut suaranya
Indah
Semua itu indah
Namun tidak mengalahkan indah yang ada
di dalam dirinya
Tidak mengalahkan lapisan emas dirinya
Tidak mengalahkan sinar murni hatinya
tidak mengalahkan warna warni dipemikirannya
tidak mengalahkan lembut sisi feminimnya
dia indah bagiku
baik bagi orang lain
namun adakah orang lain merasa dia istimewa
seperti aku merasakan dia istimewa bagiku
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